Friday, April 30, 2010

Fellow Feeling...

Us being very positive people yet all of a sudden, it seems so hard to motivate ourselves for the reason that it seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I felt awful, so tired it seemed as if I had never slept in my life, depressed and just plain on the edge of giving up when I realized something that I live by…I have the choice to make this better.

What a sobering thought!!! It took me too long to realize that.I decided right then and there “That’s enough!” I was not prepared to spend another minute feeling so down, so angry, so sad and so sorry for myself. There is no miracle cure to being down and low but what I do know is that it’s my choice, how I let affect my life. I can feel bad and negative and get nowhere or I can be positive and look at all the good in my life & realize that I have so much to live for.

Time after time I realize that I try to do everything myself and only after suffering for a while do I realize that I have a Saviour that will take care of me and take away my pain. Hey, my Lord, did just that. I put my weight on His shoulders and I couldn’t feel better.

Nothing has changed to any situations in my life but my attitude has, and that has made the world’s difference. I can now smile and realize that things could have been so much worse.

I have been very blessed. I found the love of my life, or he found me, I don’t know but I do know that I have never in my life been this happy, even through the hard times I can smile knowing that I have someone to share everything with. Thank you, dear Lord. You have truly blessed me & I praise you!

May we all see the silver lining on our clouds and realize how much we have instead of being sad about what we do not have.

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